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我是那畫筆揮灑過後留下的影子

看的見自己曾經走過的痕跡

意料之外裡 有驚喜也有失落

有自由 有曲折 也有感動

沒有所謂的完美

直線格子拉不出的 美麗

每一條線都不會是相同

我微笑

看著祢 那緊握著畫筆的手

從來沒有放開過

This is the morning I want to write to You, Dear Jesus

I been always writing to You late at night before I sleep.

Thank you for answering my prayer

although it’s not my story

but i am still touched by such miracle came into her life

I believe that was the Holy Spirit appeared in my room this morning. Although it was like a dream when i woke up, but it was so real.

In the dream, Holy Spirit came into my room like a small small tornado?( don’t really know how to describe it), flowing right next to my bed while i was still sleeping. I stretched out my arm and touched it. It has ..soft, silky surface,and..stringing tiny sparkles..in all pure, white and transparent color..

I know that was God spoken to me in the dream, i forgot about details but the only thing that i remembered the most was..God showed a box in front of me, He opened it  up and pour out SO many many precious things from that box.Things that i love, things that i desire. God told me to take as many as i want, because He provides

Towards the end, as i was picking up the last object, God spoke again,

“all these precious things will be gone at the end”

I then woke up, thinking

am i willing to give up all the things that i really love?

it’s not the first time that i thought about this question. it’s easy to say i can do it, but to be honest can i actually do it?

that concern always rises up in my heart.

….

this  time God answered it.

tornado-dream

God once again..gives me a big surprise..

3 or 4 hours? dont remember how long it was..I got so drunk by the Holy Spirit!!!

totally cant control myself at all. God’s joy and laughter just filled me up..! wow  hahahahahahhaaahahh

things always happen unexpectedly

due to the economic downturn, internship program got cancelled. :(

just got notice in such short time. Although I was so in shock,

but I guess I can finally feel how terrible the economy is..

Lord, I just need to praise You more…

maybe this is the best choice You made for me.

God, just show me the way for 2009..

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we really need You lord.

You are taking the total control.

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now i dont know which internship i should pick. one from US , one from tw. Money or vacation? if i choose to stay i can earn more. if i choose the intern in tw i get to be more relax but less paid. :(     i do miss tw though.

God, i really pray You can show me a way

I really need You. I need You God.

這是一個一直徘徊在腦海裡的夢.話說上個禮拜, 我夢見了老鷹. 我看見一大片地,忽然間一陣風襲捲了整個土地.

風變成了一個巨大的物體 我忘了是什麼. 我在當下找到了一塊有被雕刻過的木,不知為何我在夢裡覺的它就是Jesus.

最讓我印象深刻的, 是我站在屋裡 還有一些impact的人一起,我往外看,是一隻巨大的老鷹 飛過來. 牠擁有一雙我忘不了的

眼睛, 牠看著我 彷彿正在告訴我 別害怕 我想要更堅強..

My heart is crying out to you, God,

我的吶喊 ” hey 神 祢聽見了嗎?”

我正在等待 等待著

the work load for this week is super….+++

but i can’t focus now..

what need to be done on mon & tues

50 pg sketches,3 mock up,  market research,  functions map,

vis com rendering 5 pages

3 projects intern portfolio=abt 70pg , only 1/4 done…..

and 2 other minor hws

……..

cool! i am writing them down now i really feel like i need to start!~!!!!

what a lovely accident!

i saw this photography at my school, i love it so i did the same composition myself and took the pic.

the orginial one has  a better,and clear heart shape.

i wonder if different glasses will create differnt heart shape!